It’s funny how people fell in love so easily and yet fall out of love in an instant, when you build a dream of being together someday yet things turn into just memory. A memory that won’t forget because you promised it’ll forever. When you want to know the truth, the real reason why and how things turns into gray? Yet no answers can be found. You always thought that long distance affairs can work through internet and it made you easy at first. But later on it’s gone…

Why the casual "hi’s" the chatting till for hours of the night, all had disappeared. What had happen and what you’ve done? You had gone from being a happy person on-line to a depressed person on-line. You’d see his name on your list not lit up, no replies for all your messages and you could be in a great mood and it would suddenly change. You actually got to the point that you couldn’t look at his name, it actually brought you to tears. You had lost the one person that you felt so close to. And it hasn’t stopped there; you know what he looks like in every little detail, you had saved all his pictures for you to see every time his not with you.

It will never get any easier for you, every little thing reminds you of him, you keep telling yourself to get over him, and to go on with your life, but how can you go on, when the one person you want to go on with is gone? When you used to call him your MAN, but now he is totally stranger.

And how can you ever go on, when all you ever wanted to do was to tell him that you loved him more than anything on this earth? You never got the chance to say those three little words, words that many people take for granted. But you now know that those three little words will always be words you will NEVER take for granted again! You doubt that you will ever find happiness again, it was a once in a lifetime chance.

But this is what you mean by "you never know what you have until its gone" he’s gone, and you will forever miss him, you only wish he knew this, you only wish he knew, that you still love him more than ever, and that you always will! You only wish that you could go back in time and change everything to make it better, to make it right! But you know you only living in a dream, it will never happen. But you’re human, you can only wish….

You just wished you know his reasons why he avoided you, why he treated you like this, why words should’ve uttered or even just a message for you to understand WHY? So you can explain, so you could stop thinking and stop crying.

And stop telling yourself “You made the biggest mistakes of falling in love with the stranger...”